know of,’ says she. ’I’ve often
asked her for various objects, and have been as often
refused. The last time,’ says she, ‘I
did expect to get somethin’; for I asked only
for a dollar to that noble society for providin’
young men, a-strugglin’ to prepare themselves
for usefulness in the ministry, with some of the common
necessaries of life, but she refused me. I expect,’
says she, a-sneerin’ in such a way that I couldn’t
stand it any longer, ‘I expect Miss Blake is
a-savin’ all her money to buy her settin’-out
and furniture with; for I suppose,’ says she,
lookin’ more spiteful than ever, ’I suppose
Miss Blake thinks that as long as there’s life
there’s hope for a husband.’—I
happen to know what all the ladies thought of this
speech, for every one of ’em afterwards told
me; but, if you’ll believe me, one or two of
the youngest of ’em kind of pretended to smile
at the joke on’t, when Miss Jaynes looked round
as if she expected ’em to laugh; for she thought,
I suppose, I was really and truly no account, bein’
a cobbler’s daughter and a tailoress,—and
that when the minister’s wife insulted me, I
dars’n’t reply, and all hands would stand
by and applaud. But she found out her mistake,
and she begun to think so, when she see how grave
your ma and all the rest of the older ladies looked,
for they knew what was comin’. I’d
bit my lips up till now, and held in out of respect
to the place and the company, but I thought it was
due to myself to speak at last. Says I, ’Miss
Jaynes, I’ve always treated you with civility
and the respect due to your place; though I own I ha’n’t
felt free to give my hard-earned wages away to objects
I didn’t know much about, when, with my limited
means, I could find places to bestow what little I
could spare without huntin’ ’em up.
I don’t mean to boast,’ says I, ’of
my benevolence, and I don’t have gilt-framed
diplomas hung up in my room to certify to it, to be
seen and read of all men, as the manner of some is,—but,’
says I, ’I will say that I’ve given
this year twenty-five dollars to the Orphan Asylum,
to Hartford, and I’ve a five-dollar gold-piece
in my puss,’ says I, ’that I can spare,
and will give that more to the same charity, for the
privilege of tellin’ before these ladies, that
heard me accused of being stingy, why I don’t
give to you when you ask me to, and especially why
I didn’t give the last time you asked me.
I would like to tell why I didn’t help sew in
the Dorcas Society, to buy the new carpet,’
says I, ’but I don’t want to hurt anybody’s
feelin’s that ha’n’t hurt mine,
and I’ll forbear.’—By this time
Miss Jaynes was pale as a sheet. ‘I’m
sure,’ says she, ’I don’t care why
you don’t choose to give, and I don’t
suppose any one else does. It’s your own
affair,’ says she, ’and you a’n’t
compelled to give unless you’re a mind to.’—’You
should have thought of that before you twitted me,’
says I, ‘before all this company.’—’Oh,
Tira, never mind,’ says Miss Bramhall, ‘let
it all go!’ But up spoke your Aunt Eunice, and
says she, ’It’s no more than fair to hear
Tira’s reasons, after what’s been said.’”