but I chiefly assumed airs of superiority over Maria Hartley, whose father was a clerk in my father’s counting-house, and therefore I concluded she would regard the fine show I made with more envy and admiration than any other of my companions.  In the days of my humiliation, which I too soon experienced, I was thrown on the bounty of her father for support.  To be a dependent on the charity of her family, seemed the heaviest evil that could have befallen me; for I remembered how often I had displayed my finery and my expensive ornaments, on purpose to enjoy the triumph of my superior advantages; and with shame I now speak it, I have often glanced at her plain linen frock, when I shewed her my beautiful ball-dresses.  Nay, I once gave her a hint, which she so well understood that she burst into tears, that I could not invite her to some of my parties, because her mamma once sent her on my birthday in a coloured frock.  I cannot now think of my want of feeling without excessive pain; but one day I saw her highly amused with some curious toys, and on her expressing the pleasure the sight of them gave her, I said “Yes, they are very well for those who are not accustomed to these things; but for my part, I have so many, I am tired of them, and I am quite delighted to pass an hour in the empty closet your mamma allows you to receive your visitors in, because there is nothing there to interrupt the conversation.”

Once, as I have said, Maria was betrayed into tears:  now that I insulted her by calling her own small apartment an empty closet, she turned quick upon me, but not in anger, saying, “O, my dear miss Wilmot, how very sorry I am—­” here she stopped; and though I knew not the meaning of her words, I felt it as a reproof.  I hung down my head abashed; yet, perceiving that she was all that day more kind and obliging than ever, and being conscious of not having merited this kindness, I thought she was mean-spirited, and therefore I consoled myself with having discovered this fault in her, for I thought my arrogance was full as excusable as her meanness.

In a few days I knew my error; I learned why Maria had been so kind, and why she had said she was sorry.  It was for me, proud disdainful girl that I was, that she was sorry; she knew, though I did not, that my father was on the brink of ruin; and it came to pass, as she had feared it would, that in a few days my play-room was as empty as Maria’s closet, and all my grandeur was at an end.

My father had what is called an execution in the house; every thing was seized that we possessed.  Our splendid furniture, and even our wearing apparel, all my beautiful ball-dresses, my trinkets, and, my toys, were taken away by my father’s merciless creditors.  The week in which this happened was such a scene of hurry, confusion and misery, that I will not attempt to describe it.