In reply to a letter from the clergyman, she wrote:[1] “I know I am not standing where I was two or three years ago.  I think I first came to Jesus when I was only fourteen years of age, and I have been ’on the Lord’s side’ ever since.  But of late, life has been a totally different thing to me, unspeakably brighter; Jesus so infinitely more precious:  His service so infinitely sweeter and freer.”  But with this happiness she felt that there was a fuller consecration to God’s service, to which she had not yet been able to yield herself.  In a further communication her correspondent reminded her of the truth that Jesus is able to keep us from falling, and abiding in Him, His blood cleanseth, i.e. goes on cleansing from all sin.  “For conscious sin there is instant confession and instant forgiveness.”

[Footnote 1:  Such a Blessing, p. 13.]

These words, though so simple, were made by the Holy Spirit a great comfort and help to her spiritual life.  She replied,[1] “I see it all, and I have the blessing.  But I cannot write about it yet, not even to you.  I want first to test my gold and to count my new treasure.  In two or three weeks (b.v.) I will write and tell you all about it.”

[Footnote 1:  Ibid., p. 15.]

The promised letter was duly sent, and in it she says,[1] “Your words, ‘His blood goes on cleansing from unconscious sin,’ and ’for conscious sin there is instant confession and instant forgiveness,’ seem to include every need, and to settle all doubts and fears.  Only one wants the holiness to be deep, inner reality:  and so, I pray to be kept from unconscious, as well as from conscious sin.  I do not want only to think I am not sinning.  It is so sweet to look up to Jesus, in the joy of His keeping, and to tell Him how one longs, not merely not to grieve Him any more, but to please, really and truly please Him, all the days of my life.  I had no idea there was such a blessing linked with being led into this truth.”  In a further letter she writes, “I never hated sin as I do now; and though I honestly thought I had given myself without reserve to Christ in full consecration, yet I see that there was an unconscious reserve of many little things.”

[Footnote 1:  Ibid., p. 20.]

The practical effect of this fuller insight into the blessings to be had by those who yield themselves up to Jesus Christ in simple faith, “was evident,” remarks her sister, “in her daily true-hearted, whole-hearted service for her King, and also in the increased joyousness of the unswerving obedience of her home life, the surest test of all.  To the reality of this I do most willingly and fully testify.”

In 1874 F.R.  Havergal went again to Switzerland.  The first month of the visit was spent in quietly enjoying the scenery, and becoming braced up by the invigorating air.  During the second month she began working at various literary projects, the chief being the writing of her poem “Thoughts of God.”  The composition of this was often, however, interrupted by little acts of ministry, cheerfully undertaken on behalf of the spiritual needs of the Swiss around her.