But what’s the use of talking about ’em?
By the time you’ll have made your escape from
the Kalmuks, you’ll have stayed so long I shall
never be able to bring to your mind who Mary was,
who will have died about a year before, nor who the
Holcrofts were! Me perhaps you will mistake for
Phillips, or confound me with Mr. Dawe, because you
saw us together. Mary (whom you seem to remember
yet) is not quite easy that she had not a formal parting
from you. I wish it had so happened. But
you must bring her a token, a shawl or something,
and remember a sprightly little mandarin for our mantelpiece,
as a companion to the child I am going to purchase
at the museum. She says you saw her writings about
the other day, and she wishes you should know what
they are. She is doing for Godwin’s bookseller
twenty of Shakspeare’s plays, to be made into
children’s tales. Six are already done
by her; to wit: “The Tempest,” “Winter’s
Tale,” “Midsummer Night’s Dream,”
“Much Ado,” “Two Gentlemen of Verona,”
and “Cymbeline;” and “The Merchant
of Venice” is in forwardness. I have done
“Othello” and “Macbeth,” and
mean to do all the tragedies. I think it will
be popular among the little people, besides money.
It’s to bring in sixty guineas. Mary has
done them capitally, I think you’d think. [2]
These are the humble amusements we propose, while you
are gone to plant the cross of Christ among barbarous
pagan anthropophagi. Quam homo homini praestat!
but then, perhaps, you’ll get murdered, and we
shall die in our beds, with a fair literary reputation.
Be sure, if you see any of those people whose heads
do grow beneath their shoulders, that you make a draught
of them. It will be very curious. Oh, Manning,
I am serious to sinking almost, when I think that
all those evenings, which you have made so pleasant,
are gone perhaps forever. Four years you talk
of, maybe ten; and you may come back and find such
alterations! Some circumstances may grow up to
you or to me that may be a bar to the return of any
such intimacy. I daresay all this is hum, and
that all will come back; but indeed we die many deaths
before we die, and I am almost sick when I think that
such a hold as I had of you is gone. I have friends,
but some of ’em are changed. Marriage, or
some circumstance, rises up to make them not the same.
But I felt sure of you. And that last token you
gave me of expressing a wish to have my name joined
with yours, you know not how it affected me,—like
a legacy.
God bless you in every way you can form a wish! May He give you health, and safety, and the accomplishment of all your objects, and return you again to us to gladden some fireside or other (I suppose we shall be moved from the Temple). I will nurse the remembrance of your steadiness and quiet, which used to infuse something like itself into our nervous minds. Mary called you our ventilator. Farewell! and take her best wishes and mine. Good by.
C.L.
[1] Addressed: “Mr, Manning, Passenger on Board the ‘Thames,’ East Indiaman, Portsmouth.” Manning had set out for Canton.