big enough for a church, shelves of scattered folios,
an AEolian harp, and an old sofa, half-bed, etc.;
and all looking out upon the last fading view of Skiddaw
and his broad-breasted brethren. What a night!
Here we stayed three full weeks, in which time I visited
Wordsworth’s cottage, where we stayed a day or
two with the Clarksons (good people and most hospitable,
at whose house we tarried one day and night), and
saw Lloyd. The Wordsworths were gone to Calais.
They have since been in London, and passed much time
with us; he has now gone into Yorkshire to be married.
So we have seen Keswick, Grasmere, Ambleside, Ulswater
(where the Clarksons live), and a place at the other
end of Ulswater,—I forget the name, [1]—to
which we travelled on a very sultry day, over the
middle of Helvellyn. We have clambered up to
the top of Skiddaw, and I have waded up the bed of
Lodore. In fine, I have satisfied myself that
there is such a thing as that which tourists call
romantic, which I very much suspected before;
they make such a spluttering about it, and toss their
splendid epithets around them, till they give as dim
a light as at four o’clock next morning the lamps
do after an illumination. Mary was excessively
tired when she got about half way up Skiddaw; but
we came to a cold rill (than which nothing can be
imagined more cold, running over cold stones), and
with the reinforcement of a draught of cold water
she surmounted it most manfully. Oh, its fine
black head, and the bleak air atop of it, with a prospect
of mountains all about and about, making you giddy;
and then Scotland afar off, and the border countries
so famous in song and ballad! It was a day that
will stand out like a mountain, I am sure, in my life.
But I am returned (I have now been come home near three
weeks; I was a month out), and you cannot conceive
the degradation I felt at first, from being accustomed
to wander free as air among mountains, and bathe in
rivers without being controlled by any one, to come
home and work. I felt very little.
I had been dreaming I was a very great man. But
that is going off, and I find I shall conform in time
to that state of life to which it has pleased God
to call me. Besides, after all, Fleet Street
and the Strand are better places to live in for good
and all than amidst Skiddaw. Still, I turn back
to those great places where I wandered about, participating
in their greatness. After all, I could not live
in Skiddaw. I could spend a year,—two,
three years among them; but I must have a prospect
of seeing Fleet Street at the end of that time, or
I should mope and pine away, I know. Still, Skiddaw
is a fine creature.