All we know of her character shows it to have been
not only proud, impulsive, and wayward, but hysterical.
She constantly boasted of her descent, and clung to
the courtesy title of “honourable,” to
which she had no claim. Her affection and anger
were alike demonstrative, her temper never for an
hour secure. She half worshipped, half hated,
the blackguard to whom she was married, and took no
steps to protect her property; her son she alternately
petted and abused. “Your mother’s
a fool!” said a school companion to him years
after. “I know it,” was his unique
and tragic reply. Never was poet born to so much
illustrious, and to so much bad blood. The records
of his infancy betray the temper which he preserved
through life—passionate, sullen, defiant
of authority, but singularly amenable to kindness.
On being scolded by his first nurse for having soiled
a dress, without uttering a word he tore it from top
to seam, as he had seen his mother tear her caps and
gowns; but her sister and successor in office, May
Gray, acquired and retained a hold over his affections,
to which he has borne grateful testimony. To
her training is attributed the early and remarkable
knowledge of the Scriptures, especially of the Psalms,
which he possessed: he was, according to her
later testimony, peculiarly inquisitive and puzzling
about religion. Of the sense of solitude, induced
by his earliest impressions, he characteristically
makes a boast. “My daughter, my wife, my
half-sister, my mother, my sister’s mother, my
natural daughter, and myself, are or were all only
children. But the fiercest animals have the fewest
numbers in their litters, as lions, tigers, &c.”
To this practical orphanhood, and inheritance of feverish
passion, there was added another, and to him a heavy
and life-long burden. A physical defect in a
healthy nature may either pass without notice or be
turned to a high purpose. No line of his work
reveals the fact that Sir Walter Scott was lame.
The infirmity failed to cast even a passing shade over
that serene power. Milton’s blindness is
the occasion of the noblest prose and verse of resignation
in the language. But to understand Pope, we must
remember that he was a cripple: and Byron never
allows us to forget, because he himself never forgot
it. Accounts differ as to the extent and origin
of his deformity; and the doubts on the matter are
not removed by the inconsistent accounts of the indelicate
post-mortem examination made by Mr. Trelawny at Mesolonghi.
It is certain that one of the poet’s feet was,
either at birth or at a very early period, so seriously
clubbed or twisted as to affect his gait, and to a
considerable extent his habits. It also appears
that the surgical means—boots, bandages,
&c.—adopted to straighten the limb, only
aggravated the evil. His sensitiveness on the
subject was early awakened by careless or unfeeling
references. “What a pretty boy Byron is,”
said a friend of his nurse. “What a pity
he has such a leg.” On which the child,