making him happy in the right way. I had many
fears. Thank God that they do not appear likely
to be realized. In short, there seems to me to
be but one drawback to all our felicity, and that,
alas, is the disposal of dear Newstead. I never
shall feel reconciled to the loss of that sacred revered
Abbey. The thought makes me more melancholy than
perhaps the loss of an inanimate object ought to do.
Did you ever hear that landed property, the
GIFT OF THE CROWN, could not be sold? Lady B.
writes me word that she never saw her father and mother
so happy; that she believes the latter would go to
the bottom of the sea herself to find fish for B.’s
dinner, &c.” Augusta Ada was born in London
on the 10th of December, 1815. During the next
months a few cynical mutterings are the only interruptions
to an ominous silence; but these could be easily explained
by the increasing embarrassment of the poet’s
affairs, and the importunity of creditors, who in the
course of the last half-year had served seven or eight
executions on his house and furniture. Their
expectations were raised by exaggerated reports of
his having married money; and by a curious pertinacity
of pride he still declined, even when he had to sell
his books, to accept advances from his publisher.
In January the storm which had been secretly gathering
suddenly broke. On the 15th, i.e. five weeks
after her daughter’s birth, Lady Byron left home
with the infant to pay a visit, as had been agreed,
to her own family at Kirkby Mallory in Leicestershire.
On the way she despatched to her husband a tenderly
playful letter, which has been often quoted. Shortly
afterwards he was informed—first by her
father, and then by herself—that she did
not intend ever to return to him. The accounts
of their last interview, as in the whole evidence
bearing on the affair, not only differ but flatly
contradict one another. On behalf of Lord Byron
it is asserted, that his wife, infuriated by his offering
some innocent hospitality on occasion of bad weather
to a respectable actress, Mrs. Mardyn, who had called
on him about Drury Lane business, rushed into the
room exclaiming, “I leave you for ever”—and
did so. According to another story, Lady Byron,
finding him with a friend, and observing him to be
annoyed at her entrance, said, “Am I in your
way, Byron?” whereupon he answered, “Damnably.”
Mrs. Leigh, Hodgson, Moore, and others, did everything
that mutual friends could do to bring about the reconciliation
for which Byron himself professed to be eager, but
in vain; and in vain the effort was renewed in later
years. The wife was inveterately bent on a separation,
of the causes of which the husband alleged he was
never informed, and with regard to which as long as
he lived she preserved a rigid silence.