upon his wrists, and thereafter fell upon his knees
and with his face yet hidden, spake: “Walkyn,”
said he, “O Walkyn, but a little while since
I named thee ‘murderer’! Yet what,
in sooth, am I? So now do I humbly ask thy pardon.
As for thee, sir knight, grant thy pity to one that
is abased. Had I tears, now might I shed them,
but tears are not for me. Go you therefore to—to
her that sent thee and say that Beltane died within
the dungeons of Garthlaxton. Say that I who speak
am but a sword for the hand of God henceforth, to
smite and stay not until wrong shall be driven hence.
Say that this was told thee by a sorry wight who,
yearning for death, must needs cherish life until
his vow be accomplished.” But as Beltane
spake thus upon his knees, his head bowed humbly before
them all, the young knight came near with mailed hands
outstretched, yet touched him not. “Messire,”
said he, “thou hast craved of me a boon the which
I do most full and freely grant. But now would
I beg one of thee.” “’Tis thine,”
quoth Beltane, “who am I to gainsay thee?”
“Messire, ’tis this; that thou wilt take
me to serve thee, to go beside thee, sharing thy woes
and perils henceforth.” “So be it,
sir knight,” answered Beltane, “though
mine shall be a hazardous service, mayhap. So,
when ye will thou shalt be free of it.”
Thus saying he arose and went aside and sat him down
in the mouth of the cave. But in a while came
Roger to him, his sword-belt a-swing in his hand,
and looked upon his gloomy face with eyes full troubled.
And presently he spake, yet halting in his speech and
timid: “Master,” he said, “suffer
me a question.” “Verily,” quoth
Beltane, looking up, “as many as thou wilt, my
faithful Roger.” “Master,”
says Roger, twisting and turning the belt in hairy
hands, “I would but ask thee if—if
I might cut another notch from this my accursed belt—a
notch, lord—I—the young knight—?”
“You mean him that I would have murdered, Roger?
Reach me hither thy belt.” So Beltane took
the belt and with his dagger cut thence two notches,
whereat quoth Roger, staring: “Lord, I did
but save one life—the young knight—”
“Thou did’st save two,” answered
Beltane, “for had I slain him, Roger—O,
had I slain him, then on this night should’st
have hanged me for a murderer. Here be two notches
for thee—so take back thy belt and go,
get thee to thy rest—and, Roger—pray
for one that tasteth death in life.” So
Roger took the belt, and turning softly, left Beltane
crouched above the fire as one that is deadly cold.
CHAPTER XXXIII
HOW BELTANE HAD NEWS OF ONE THAT WAS A NOTABLE PARDONER