The Open Door, and the Portrait. eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 132 pages of information about The Open Door, and the Portrait..

The Open Door, and the Portrait. eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 132 pages of information about The Open Door, and the Portrait..
more than other people, that there are stories which I cannot pretend to understand.  My blood got a sort of chill in my veins at the idea that Roland should be a ghost-seer; for that generally means a hysterical temperament and weak health, and all that men most hate and fear for their children.  But that I should take up his ghost and right its wrongs, and save it from its trouble, was such a mission as was enough to confuse any man.  I did my best to console my boy without giving any promise of this astonishing kind; but he was too sharp for me:  he would have none of my caresses.  With sobs breaking in at intervals upon his voice, and the rain-drops hanging on his eyelids, he yet returned to the charge.

“It will be there now!—­it will be there all the night!  Oh, think, papa,—­think if it was me!  I can’t rest for thinking of it.  Don’t!” he cried, putting away my hand,—­“don’t!  You go and help it, and mother can take care of me.”

“But, Roland, what can I do?”

My boy opened his eyes, which were large with weakness and fever, and gave me a smile such, I think, as sick children only know the secret of.  “I was sure you would know as soon as you came.  I always said, Father will know.  And mother,” he cried, with a softening of repose upon his face, his limbs relaxing, his form sinking with a luxurious ease in his bed,—­“mother can come and take care of me.”

I called her, and saw him turn to her with the complete dependence of a child; and then I went away and left them, as perplexed a man as any in Scotland.  I must say, however, I had this consolation, that my mind was greatly eased about Roland.  He might be under a hallucination; but his head was clear enough, and I did not think him so ill as everybody else did.  The girls were astonished even at the ease with which I took it.  “How do you think he is?” they said in a breath, coming round me, laying hold of me.  “Not half so ill as I expected,” I said; “not very bad at all.”  “Oh, papa, you are a darling!” cried Agatha, kissing me, and crying upon my shoulder; while little Jeanie, who was as pale as Roland, clasped both her arms round mine, and could not speak at all.  I knew nothing about it, not half so much as Simson; but they believed in me:  they had a feeling that all would go right now.  God is very good to you when your children look to you like that.  It makes one humble, not proud.  I was not worthy of it; and then I recollected that I had to act the part of a father to Roland’s ghost,—­which made me almost laugh, though I might just as well have cried.  It was the strangest mission that ever was intrusted to mortal man.

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