all sorts of costly wares. There was a continual
current of passengers up and down on both sides of
the way, and in the middle of the street carriages
of every description, humble and splendid. The
noise was great and ceaseless; the traffic continual.
Some of the shops were most brilliantly lighted, attracting
one’s eyes in the sombre light outside, which,
however, had just enough of day in it to make these
spots of illumination look sickly. Most of the
places thus distinguished were apparently bright with
the electric or some other scientific light; and delicate
machines of every description, brought to the greatest
perfection, were in some windows, as were also many
fine productions of art, but mingled with the gaudiest
and coarsest in a way which struck me with astonishment.
I was also much surprised by the fact that the traffic,
which was never stilled for a moment, seemed to have
no sort of regulation. Some carriages dashed
along, upsetting the smaller vehicles in their way,
without the least restraint or order, either, as it
seemed, from their own good sense or from the laws
and customs of the place. When an accident happened,
there was a great shouting, and sometimes a furious
encounter; but nobody seemed to interfere. This
was the first impression made upon me. The passengers
on the pavement were equally regardless. I was
myself pushed out of the way, first to one side, then
to another, hustled when I paused for a moment, trodden
upon and driven about. I retreated soon to the
doorway of a shop, from whence with a little more
safety I could see what was going on. The noise
made my head ring. It seemed to me that I could
not hear myself think. If this were to go on
forever, I said to myself, I should soon go mad.
‘Oh, no,’ said some one behind me, ’not
at all. You will get used to it; you will be
glad of it. One does not want to hear one’s
thoughts; most of them are not worth hearing.’
I turned round and saw it was the master of the shop,
who had come to the door on seeing me. He had
the usual smile of a man who hoped to sell his wares;
but to my horror and astonishment, by some process
which I could not understand, I saw that he was saying
to himself, ’What a d——d fool!
here’s another of those cursed wretches, d——
him!’ all with the same smile. I started
back, and answered him as hotly, ’What do you
mean by calling me a d——d fool?
fool yourself, and all the rest of it. Is this
the way you receive strangers here?’
‘Yes,’ he said with the same smile, ’this
is the way; and I only describe you as you are, as
you will soon see. Will you walk in and look over
my shop? Perhaps you will find something to suit
you if you are just setting up, as I suppose.’
I looked at him closely, but this time I could not
see that he was saying anything beyond what was expressed
by his lips: and I followed him into the shop,
principally because it was quieter than the street,
and without any intention of buying,—for
what should I buy in a strange place where I had no
settled habitation, and which probably I was only
passing through?