afforded her something to talk and think about, and
discuss as if it concerned her,—and yet
did not concern her,—business which could
not hurt her if it failed, which would please her
if it succeeded. Her letters, her papers, her
books, each coming at its appointed hour, were all
instruments of pleasure. She came down-stairs
at a certain hour, which she kept to as if it had been
of the utmost importance, although it was of no importance
at all: she took just so much good wine, so many
cups of tea. Her repasts were as regular as clockwork—never
too late, never too early. Her whole life went
on velvet, rolling smoothly along, without jar or interruption,
blameless, pleasant, kind. People talked of her
old age as a model of old age, with no bitterness
or sourness in it. And, indeed, why should she
have been sour or bitter? It suited her far better
to be kind. She was in reality kind to everybody,
liking to see pleasant faces about her. The poor
had no reason to complain of her; her servants were
very comfortable; and the one person in her house
who was nearer to her own level, who was her companion
and most important minister, was very comfortable
too. This was a young woman about twenty, a very
distant relation, with “no claim,” everybody
said, upon her kind mistress and friend,—the
daughter of a distant cousin. How very few think
anything at all of such a tie! but Lady Mary had taken
her young namesake when she was a child, and she had
grown up as it were at her godmother’s footstool,
in the conviction that the measured existence of the
old was the rule of life, and that her own trifling
personality counted for nothing, or next to nothing,
in its steady progress. Her name was Mary too—always
called “little Mary” as having once been
little, and not yet very much in the matter of size.
She was one of the pleasantest things to look at
of all the pretty things in Lady Mary’s rooms,
and she had the most sheltered, peaceful, and pleasant
life that could be conceived. The only little
thorn in her pillow was, that whereas in the novels,
of which she read a great many, the heroines all go
and pay visits and have adventures, she had none,
but lived constantly at home. There was something
much more serious in her life, had she known, which
was that she had nothing, and no power of doing anything
for herself; that she had all her life been accustomed
to a modest luxury which would make poverty very hard
to her; and that Lady Mary was over eighty, and had
made no will. If she did not make any will, her
property would all go to her grandson, who was so
rich already that her fortune would be but as a drop
in the ocean to him; or to some great-grandchildren
of whom she knew very little,—the descendants
of a daughter long ago dead who had married an Austrian,
and who were therefore foreigners both in birth and
name. That she should provide for little Mary
was therefore a thing which nature demanded, and which
would hurt nobody. She had said so often; but