and was apparently an invalid. Her long raven
locks hung with careless grace, partly behind, and
partly over, a neck that might have served as a model
for the sculptor. She was looking wistfully on
a bunch of flowers in her hand, which I felt pleasure
in recognising to be the same I had seen on the piece
of embroidery. I feared to advance, lest I should
give offence; but I felt also unable to retreat.
I fancied I saw one of those lovely and dignified
females which the writers in your language describe
so well. But a sudden movement of the fair damsel
to get up, bringing me full in her view, she started
back with alarm and surprise, and in a moment afterwards
her cheek, which had been before pale, almost to European
whiteness, was deeply suffused. I respectfully
approached her, and inquired if she was one of my
cousins. She answered in the negative; said she
was on a visit to the family, to whom she was related:
added that she had not expected to see any one in
the garden; but this was said as if she meant rather
to apologise for her undress, than to reproach me
for my intrusion. These remarks were uttered with
a propriety and sweetness that won upon me yet more
than her beauty. I then, in return, assured her
that I had not supposed any of the family had remained
at home, when I strolled to this part of the mansion.
I begged she would not regard me with the formality
of a stranger; and insisted that, as she was the cousin
of my relation, she was also mine. To this ingenious
argument she answered with so much good sense, and
at the same time, so much gentleness and artlessness,
that I thought I could have listened to her for ever.
While I spoke, she continued to move on. I entreated
to know if she was satisfied with my apology; repeated
that I had not meant to intrude on her privacy.
She mildly replied that she was. I then asked
permission to call her cousin. She said she should
not object, if it would gave me pleasure. It was,
my dear Atterley, her ineffable sweetness of disposition,
and of manners so entirely free from pride, coquetry,
or affectation, in which this lovely creature excelled
all other women, yet more than in beauty and grace.
I then inquired when I should again see my lovely
cousin. She replied, “I walk in the great
garden sometimes with my companions, when their brothers
are away; but the girls will not think it proper to
walk when you are there.” Perceiving that
I looked chagrined, she added: “It is said,
you know, that the light from mens’ eyes is yet
worse for womens’ faces than the light of the
sun;” and she blushed as if she had said something
wrong. I stammered out I know not what extravagant
compliment in reply, and entreated that I might have
an opportunity of seeing and conversing with her sometimes:
to which she promptly answered that she should not
object, if her mother approved it. I inquired
why she had not attended the exhibition; when I learnt
from her, that, as she had been slightly indisposed
the day before, and her mother being unwilling she
should expose herself to the heat of the weather and
the crowd, she had been left under the care of her
nurse; but that finding herself better, she had permitted
her attendants to walk over the grounds, while she
amused herself in embroidery; and that she had come
into the garden to get a fresh supply of the flowers
she was working.